I want everything to end.I just can't take it anymore,but i think all the time...what the fuck...it's gonna pass anyway...but when?i say disappointed to my self.
I stopped one second and i thought..oh my God,what if it's gonna end after all?!What am i going to do?.
All the time we aren't ok with the things that happened in our lives and we want more....we spend all our lives chasing dreams and wanting more,but we forget the most important thing that keeps us going:LOVE.It's in out nature to ignore simple things that can actually bring us happiness,and we complicate our existence with no reason.
Life is made out of simple things,it depends only on us if we take the time to stop and see them.Without all this we get trapped in the life's cage and we forget to smile.We start to feel strangers in our own life and when we realise what we lost, sometimes it's too late.We say...ok,I've got rid of what was disturbing me,but why am i so unhappy now?I thought that when everything was going to end i could be happy.I want that thing back.I thought it was annoying me,but now i miss it.When things like this happened we remember that saying:''be careful what you wish,because it can come true!''.
I went through this all the time and in most cases i regretted that i asked for something in the first place.We aren't always right in choosing what it's best for us.Sometimes we are blinded by our wish and we are able to do what ever it takes to accomplish it,but when we get it we realise that we were wrong and that we fought for nothing.
We think that next time we'll be more careful ,but surprise.....we are going to act the same because we are only human.
